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š¢š³šµ š£šŗ @jimbskips
A messy, all out, first-time celebration. Unconfirmed date, weird mess, just total chaos.Ā
The countdown pictures which stopped halfway... since I got the date and year all wrong ^^
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"higoodmorningiloveyouletsstickwitheachotheralldaytodayhehehehhehhehehehehhehe"
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"You know i love you a lot right?"
š¢š³šµ š£šŗ @vintaeggs
"Alright, let's go home now."
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š±š°š¦š® š£šŗ @pyofruta
A night between the nights
When darkness exists before the lights
You suddenly come without my consent, while Iām shriveling under the blanket of fear
Restricted by rules, options and demands from the people who playing the blame game merrily, in their own armours of excuses
Then you, my love, have shown me what itās like to be alright to possess such a feeling of tied into something meaningful, rather than to win everything for our self
Despite all flaws and lack of experiences, you teach me to paying no heed to the effect of tiredness, forever fighting, restless and always searching for the new limits to surpass
For the new height to climb, for a better you every single time
That is You
The one that I love the most
Of course your calm and collected personality, your gorgeous face with smoothest skin and long silver-grey shiny hair which tied into low ponytail or the bangs that hang over your eyes
Or your striking hazel eyes orbs which gaze be able to melting my entire universeĀ
Are the reasons of my love for you getting stronger in every breath that I take
But itās not the case in here
Your kindness, honesty, adaptability and intelligence are the factors that made you look so lovable, being liked by so many, including myself whose days and nights are meaningless without your presenceĀ
Oh My Beautiful Soulmate, how can I live by being away from you
The imagination itself already gives me a heart broken moment which makes me believe that the world stops to spin, the edge of life is just an inch away and I walk on the thin ice which could crumble anytime by an innocent footstep
Leaving me fall to the coldness of lake water in the winter season
Frozen to my death and silently drowning to the bottom of the depth
Without any hope to be found or being savedĀ Ā
Cause it doesnāt matter, I choose to not live in this mortal life if I have to witness how you will link your arm to another woman who walk gracefully to take vows at the altarĀ Ā
No..No...My LoveĀ
Thatās my greatest nightmare
My ultimate fear
I know that it is sounded not True Love that I keep in my fragile heart
I know love supposed to lifts and support each other to be better
But I can not forbid myself to not to do so
Because love is also about possession, togetherness and commitment
And Iām dying to experience itĀ
With You, and Only You
I hope it is not a selfish wish, because I wish you have the same wish
So, please take my hand, outpacing all, defying all odds
Lets simply running and being brave
I can promise you a joyful life and you will be forever indulged
Being showered by my neverending attention and loveĀ
I could never leave my eyes from you, my gaze will lingering to you the whole night and day
Because you deserve all the praises, all the spotlights and all the attentions
Your existence means perfection, and the world should know about itĀ
My Dear Otori, Prince of My Heart
Remember the first time we met eleven years ago
You walked into the room, trying to be unnoticedĀ
But your strong charisma had lured peopleās head toward you
I was so amazed, helplessly being captured in hazel frame of your eyes orbsĀ
The way my body shiver as being inside the box of ice
Contrary to the image of fire that was shown by your ember eyes
Everything melted into glacier and I have no power to encapsulated it
I was defeated in my own battle of consciousness and insensibility
Surrender by your immaculate persona
What should I do?
You are such a tricky enigma
As mysterious divine of mystical world
Who are you? Constantly I ask
The question which answers are never being revealed
Because nobody knows who you are
As you just fall from the sky and emerge as an unrealistic human whose visual, personality and capability are otherworldly
Sadly, the more I know you, the more I don't understand you
The closer we've got, the longer a distance being created
I may be the one that can reach you by an arm's length
But sometimes I could not be able to touch you
Isn't that ridiculous?Ā
Darling of my life
I know you are carrying the whole weight of responsibilities
People put the burden on your shoulders
Some because they just rely on you for everything
Some try to drag you into the hole of nothing
Between friends and foes, you just standing there with your feet buried deep in the sand
Do you know how easy for the tide to hauls you into the ocean
Tugs you into difficulties and hard situations?
At that certain time, My Love, I want you to tie a rope to my waist
As I stand on hardest ground of the hill
So I can pull you out before the sea envelops you with its cruelty
Before you drown into emptiness and feel numb for emotions
I want to be your anchor of happiness so you will never be a loner
Because you can lean on me, My Love
And we will share all the laughs and tears, all the pains and cheers
Thereās no happiness existing without sadness in its tail
Thatās life, isnāt it?
Oh, My Lifeās Sonnet
I know it is hard for you to express your insideās feeling
Putting a blank poker face is your way to survive from people whose intentions still unknown
You are best at it
But sometimes I want you to let it free
To leash out your anger, madness and frustration
Rather than keep it bottled upĀ
Donāt restraint it, just show me
As you convey your vehemence, passion, contentment throughout these years
Act as inspiration and set the bar of achievements
Hero of every battle
But weāre all know the struggles you have to face
The dark places you need to visit
And nightmares that occupy your nights
I want to be there too to, My Prince
We will fight all those hardships together, side by side
Donāt you know two is better than one?
I know you are strong and powerful, but even the strongest needs the weakest to become even stronger
Confused? Let me explain it to you
Iām a strong woman too, never thought myself as the weak
I have fought many battles as well, won every single fight
Yet, I succumb in front of you
Down to my knees on the floor
I found you irresistible and unmatched
Strangely, I have an urge to lift myself up even more
So I can meet your standards
I become the weak by your eyes, silly and irrational
While in reality, Iām stronger than a rock, hardest than an iron
You said that you will protect me from my enemies
You train yourself harder than you ever imagine
You become stronger each dayĀ
Iām the reason of your progress
And you are also the reason of my drive to success
Weāre complete each other
Ā
Each day, I miss you even you are beside me
I dream of you in my every sleep
The words I love you, could never be fit enough to express my feeling for you
The love I have for you is like a landscape of ideal world
Thereās so many things lay there
The white house with tiny backyard, the dogs, the garden full of roses and begonias
The prairie at the background and little pond near the gateĀ
The sound of waterfalls soaring subtly into the sky
As in tune with my beating heartĀ
It mingles with the river, goes slowly to the ocean
The water flows by the wind of excitement with such a sweet emotion
Bounded with the voice of the wind, singing the song of love we carrying inside
My love for you is like a fire that burn unseen by peopleās bare eyes
Feels like aches that arenāt hurtingĀ
It is painful, yet feels so nice
Iām in rage, but not losing my mind
Iām wounded but satisfied with the scars
Iām discontent by the contentment
Loving you is a feeling of synonym and antonym
Iām bothĀ
So, how do I love you?
Let me measure
I love you to the deepest sea, to the highest sky to the widest universe
I can see you without the sight
I can sense you from miles away
I feel you with my heart, it never lie
Between the desperation of your presence and absence
I have found the secret of loving you
No measurement is enough, no boundaries should be set
No settlement to be done
Loving you is an imaginary world, where all fantasies and realities come together
Loving you is magic
Nothing in this world is single, My Love
Every spirit has a pair
As I sensed you on the day we met
I felt your soul mingle with mine
By a divine law of attraction
By the fate already written on the book of life
I have found my Twin Flame
Ā
Dear Love of My Life, with you nothing is simple yet nothing is simpler
Our confusion, uncertainty and doubt are the barrier for us to move forward
I can no longer satisfied by simply just watching you fight your own way alone
I want you to add me as an assistant for your task
A companion of your lonely nights
A trustworthy friend you can rely on
You can use me, I wonāt mind
Donāt be hesitate to ask
As about you, thereās nothing I wouldnāt want to know
I wish you want to know everything about me too
Because about you and I, everything become into relation
About you and I, no secret should be hidden
YOU ARE MY STRENGTH AND MY WEAKNESS
Please, bear my naked truth
As I say, I LOVE YOU
Dear Heart, Happy Anniversary